Get Behind Me 443

Something crazy happened to me last light. But the story stats a long time ago this year. I was a growing Christian. I was attempting to serve God in all ways I can, working to a point where I would serve him out of instinct even in public. Then came a time, a night at my mom's house. I thought, because of the demons in Mischelle's mind. She does not deserve to have to deal with them! I thought. I thought if I did nothing about it, nobody would. Nobody there was willing to do, much at all. So, I prayed that the Holy Spirit would give me strength as I was planning to command the demons to flee in the name of Jesus. I went to my mother in the kitchen and told her about how I believe that what secular doctors call "Schitzophrenia" in Mischelle I believe is actually demon posession. I was going to tell them to flee when my mom said, "Do not do anything about it! It might make things worse! Pray about it!" and that troubled me. I thought, I guess I have to obey my mother now, but is that a good idea? After that point, I started feeling a stress, and it only got worse. It got worse day by day. My mind was too full to process what anybody was saying to me, I had sinful, selfish and sexual thoughts bombarding me 24/7 and I was even getting thought of running away from home because I thought I could not handle the marriage between my mother and father and my brother's selfish attitude. But I never gave up. Even when my entire mind was about to be conquered, I did not back down. The inaudible voices even somehow convinced me one night that I was too far gone to go back to God. But I firmly decided to serve him anyway, all I could push, anyway I could try. But God did not abandon me. One day in the shower, I was thinking, when did this all start? The I remembered it all started one day I was giving everything to God to command those demons to flee, and they knew that I wasn't playing around! Som they thought they had to control me, and they thought they had me. I know God did not leave me, I still felt his presence during many nights, telling me, it is okay, I am with you. They kept trying to temp me into doing unspeakable things, but even at the last second, I was like "NO! I will not! I will serve God! He does not want me to do this!" I could not sleep very well because my mind was too full. Then, last night happened. I was laying in bed to sleep. I was imagining a story, when it started to get dark. Not dark as in, evil, it just, had an evil ambience, nothing evil or demonic was happening, but the graphics I imagined in my head turned strange. I felt this dark presence enveloping me. I heard Isaac snoring but for some reason I heard it as Mischelle yelling even though she was not. I kept imagining scary heads coming out from the side of my bed. I sat up, and I felt a very dark, demonic presence in the corner of my room. But that is when I realized. I am not scared. I said, "Oh is it the one that only has self esteem because he is worshipped by some people wearing fancy suits that live in a fancy building putting children at risk and making people suffer? You think you can scare me you absolute failure?" and I layed back down and stuck my foot off the corner of the bed and wiggled my toes to say, "You are under my foot!" Then, I began to pray to God. Out of the blue, I started to praise the Lord in my heart. The words just came to me. By the time I was done singing a verse and had no idea what to sing next, the words just came to me. That night I could sleep in comeplete peace. I slept very well. I woke up the next morning in complete peace, a clear mind, and no demonic thoughts. I felt like a grew 3 years younger; and the next thing in my mind was, "I need to tell other people!" I may not have said everything, but I believe I needed to put everything together. I can feel the devil trying to stop me right now, but he has no power! He already lost!
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